WHY ARE YOU STILL IN MY MIND?!?
WHEN IT SHOULD BE OVER???
GET OUT!!! I WANNA BLEED NO MORE!!!

you never fail to flash across my mind...
when im down... sad... angry...
all that happened could only be summarised is a word 'history'!
your silly laughter... your mushy words... the letters you wrote every single day... every anniversary... your 'i love you'... your 'hmmmuacks' that was given right before we end our daily calls...
all this while never once leave me...
why? cursed!
am i stupid? why cant my brain register the word 'history'
stupid me! dia, you are an idiot!!!