Tuesday, April 25, 2006

its night!!

why?! why the hell must i be reminded of it?!
this feeling is so sucky! oh man! who the hell knows how i feel... unless you went through what i did!
horrible feeling that refuses to let me off!! i cant get rid!!
i got over it! i seriously got over it! havent i? LYDIA WHAT THE SHIT ARE YOU DOING THEN?! WHY THE F DID YOU ALLOW IT TO TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR MIND!
it ws merely a dream! a stupid dream and brought it all back... the pain that was too much for me to bear!!
how happy can i get... im always at the losing end! im not weak! IM SO DAMN BLOODY SICKENING WEAK! i swear for goodness sake i didnt even recall the day and date till the dream came!

(X(00)X)

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