its afternoon...

things can be pretty bad at times! sigh!
last wednesday i gave up studying for my chemistry and physics test.
i couldnt understand a single thing that i read. mental block? stress?
i dont know. its driving me crazy.
i spent the whole night crying. i cried for not putting enough effort in my studies.
i cried for every single thing that shattered my weak little heart in the past.
too tired i fell asleep without knowing. and best of all without flipping through a single page on both the textbooks. i ought to kill myself. i should have known better having tiny bits of knowledge on both the subjects wouldnt do me any good.
i know im going to fail both the papers. im feeling really depressed!
worst of all im missing him out of no reason.
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