night...

its night tym... for god sake! everyone knows its night tym unless they are blind...
ah hui thanks for accompanying me in school... <3!
to other fukus... dang! i miss you all like bees miss honey...=)
i spent a with hours studying with ling zai... kare neh... zhuang...
under fah dee lahs block... haha... i miss badmintoning with you guys...
i will be back! after N... kill all the unwanted fats...
saw jing xiang... then hawwei... vivian cycled me home...
she is just as steady as xi ge... i stood behind while ling zai in front... with wan quan tagging behind with ling zai's bike... nearly pom! phew! i bound to cry out loud if it happens...
thanks for the steady pom pee pee ride girl! sometym i wonder...
if only we could express our feelings and thoughts well...
if only we could turn back tym...
if only we could do this and that...
if only we could stop 'if onlying'...
life would be a great one...
dang! feel like bashing up that pathetic guy who invented 'if only'...
i often wonder... what will happen if our love ones leave before we do?
cry? more likely in my case...
regrets? feeling remorseful?
unable to right all the wrongs inflicted onto them?
unable to bid your last good bye...
never get the chance to tell them how much you loved him or her...

just like what he said...

Guy Sebastian

MAke Heaven Wait
I see you smiling every day Looking back at me like nothing ever changed
I swear i heard you call my name But in reality
Its just your picture in the frame Why am i here Without you
When there was so much for us left to do
How could the angels have come so soon

If i could make heaven wait I'd find a way to ask god if he had
Made some mistakenIf he'd save your wings
For another day If only i could make heaven wait

All your clothes are hanging up
Not a thing's been touched I left it all the same
I wish i could press rewind
And go back in time
Just to see your face again
Cos i miss youI need you
I'm so alone without you here with me
You are the reason that i breathe

If i could make heaven wait I'd find a way to ask god if he had
Made some mistake If he'd save your wings
For another day If only i could make heaven wait

And every night i search for your starIn the sky (asking why oh why)
Lord knows i would trade in my life for
A chance to say goodbye

If i could make heaven wait I'd find a way to ask god if he had
Made some mistakeIf he'd save your wings
For another dayI f only i could make heaven wait

(X(00)X)