aftErNooN...

verY tirEd... iM goiNg bacK to scHooL laTer iN the eveNinG... siGh! iM slacKiNg aLl the tyM...
anywhErE... anYtYm... iVe chanGed alOt! i waSnt lIke thaT iN the pasT... dang! i stUdy...
i doNt slAck... i dO all mY hoMEwork... i uNderstaNd lessOns... iM keen tO leaRn...
nOW nO more!!! i canT gEt what tHe teachErs aRe teachIng Me... i caNt gEt whAt i want! i loSt moTivaTioN tO moVE oN... i maY lOOk carEfrEe iN sChooL... bUt thaT iSnT tHe reaL siDe oF mE... whO knOWs me weLl? no one! noNE... neitHer mY besTfriEnds dO... whY? cauSe theRe aRe certaiN thiNgs thaT i canT jUSt oPen mY moUtH aNd saY iT ouT loUd... it's jUSt haRd tO opEn uP aT tyMs... caUse yoU chanGed i chanGed... everYthiNg iS chanGinG 24/7...
sometymS I feel lIKe puTtinG a fuLLstoP tO everythIng assOciaTed wiTh Me... im loSt... reaLLy lost... i loSe mY sense oF tyM... iM tryIng haRd tO breaThe... mY famiLy doNt knOw me weLl... nO onE DOEs!!! WHo REAllY CARe? shOuld i laUgh aT mYselF or shoULd i crY?
i doNt knOw eiTheR... danG!

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