night.

is that all you can give?

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its night.

she looked into the mirror. that wasnt her reflection that she saw.
eye playing tricks on her? or was it due too much crying till she couldnt tell the differences between real and fake?
how could this be? who took away the confidence that she once had?
why did this happened? no one knows because she isnt sure of it either.
she's lost.

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afternoon.

zhou gong refused to have a game of chess with me. perhaps he thinks that im bad at it.
who knows? when i finally entered dreamland, i got entertained visually and this was something i wouldn't subscribe for in my sleeping package! well, i dont welcome such entertainment-- bad dream! i dont need such entertainment too!
thanks to it i stayed up all night thinking what happened to that person in my dream.
i was kind of sure when morning arrives, things would turn out bad for that person and me. i know i sound pessimistic but i cant help it. i was right! something bad did happened. im always accurate at making such guesses. how i wish i was wrong.
sigh~ now i've got the kick to stop myself from going online too often.
perhaps i might not even go online.
at least i found the reason to get my engine started for the studies.

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its morning.

i was blog hopping when i saw this particular entry by my crazy pal.
it made me cried. it makes me think so much about what i've done in the past
things i took for granted. when things just poof into thin air and halo starts to appear on top of them leaving you feeling guilty and regret.
whatever left behind is nothing but vague memories.
sigh! you do ever reminisce?

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its night..

i was packing my small cupboard, i came across this stack of love letters.
which i have been looking for since... cant recall! EUREKA!
Love letters! yup! love letters!! its the evidence of showing love is in the air!
i know love letter seems kind of ancient! but it just shows how romantic can one be!
some think that writing love letters is a waste of time!
'words can't express how much you meant to me...' what an excuse!=X
well, i think it's so sweet to have your partner penning down on how much you mean to him or her! being mushy is an art! turning a piece of blank A4 paper into something magical which makes your heart melt! (perhaps such wonderful effect only happens on people like me?)
thanks to the hard work of cute little cupid(s)!

(X(00)X)

its dark!

depressed! what the hell am i doing?
im sad! seriously sad! she's not helping me in any ways!
i going crazy!='(

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