recap of 2005...

- i cried over orange on the first day of school ...
(Jelynn and Fadhillah were there to console me...)

- dang! i cried over guys and stress faced in school...
(cried like a big baby... looking back now.. that was crap man!)

- went to see basketball matches and zhen zhu nai cha craze with jelynn...
(always craving for nai cha... and see basketball matches... )

- My first bouquet of roses *Valentine day...
(i felt so paiseh when qian ying cheated me of my feeling by pushing me out of the toilet to receive the flowers... but then it was great! on that very day... visited Fadhillah who was in hospital...)

- regained my status as *Attached* in March...
(i find him very cute and i love the way he plays basketball... weirdo me? fine! what ever...)

- prefectorial duties...
(always down on duties in school's events... especially evening talks held for difference levels... fun... cause i get to do ushering while wearing blazer...)

- went for camps...
(camp here and there... so fun... try bathing through water hose on the second floor toilet... where the censor goes off in no tym... and three siao cha bos have to take turn to turn it on while bathing... AVA room was cold like hell... slept with Yan ling and Pei wen...)

- i regain my *single* status in April...
(why? cause ran out of chemistry... diaoz! yup! i cried... i was crying on Jasmine's shoulder during physic lessons after P.E a day after we broke... after that i cried no more...)

- bid good bye to Prefectorial Board ...
(had one last Prefectorial investiture and did a crappy performance where i simply enjoyed but sucked at it! and on that very day Chen chen came back...)

- me and chen chen...
( she was back... so we went to central park almost every single day... why? cause i couldnt get out for long la so almost everyday after school if i could meet her i would do so...)

- change change change...
(after the investiture... no more duties after school, so lost... dont know where to head after school... lucky me! i had fukus with me... jees! i wasnt that close with them at first as i spend more tym in P.B than with them... but now? well they simply rock!)

- jogging craze...
(i was so into it... that i jogged everyday... with hui min... fadhillah... jelynn... yan ling... jasmine... pei wen... always acompanying me to jog... it was the 2.4km run that make me go crazy for it!)

- badminton craze...
(i was into badmintoning... along with yanling and jiang lao shi... and with jelynn... fadhillah... and hui min...)

- examinations...
(always on phone in the wee hours... encouraging one another to study... i was on crapping on phone with wen hui and pei wen almost every night...)

- Fukus steamboat session...
(celebrated Cherie's birthday and we had a steamboat session... so nice! a real fuku gathering wor... so fun)

- fukus maggie mee session...
(ate maggie mee at Jasmine's house... played with whipped cream... haha! celebrated her birthday... so fun...)

- semi fuku outing...
(went kboxing with wen hui... jasmine... and pei wen... with kenneth... wen hui... and jasmine... sang like mad... with wen hui... qian ying... gui xiong... screaming our lungs out...
pei wen with her li xiang qing ren... the four of us sang jian dan ai...)

- KFC days...
(who else can i think of but qian ying... always psychoing us into eating KFC... oh mine! i kind of miss it!)

- Basketball craze...
(played basketball almost every day since schooling ended... with wen hui... kenneth... yan ling... not forgetting others too! fun man! i dont seems to grow tall...)

as the year is coming close to an end, would like to wish you all, all the best in the coming year as well as future endeavours...

(X(00)X)

WILL I SURVIVE?
PLAZA BY THE PARK... WHERE ARE YOU???
IM ON A SOLO JOURNEY... DANG!!!

(X(00)X)

I WILL FOLLOW YOU!!!!!!!!!!
oh my fukus!!!



(X(00)X)

I can make it through the rain...I can stand up once again, on my own...
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend... And every time I feel afraid,
I hold tighter to my faith... And I live one more day... And I make it through the rain...

And when the wind blows... As shadows grow close, don't be afraid...
There's nothing you can't face... And sure they tell you, you'll never pull through...
Don't hesitate, stand tall and say, yeah!

(X(00)X)

DONT KNOW!!!
DONT CARE!!!
DONT BOTHER!!!

(X(00)X)

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!

Chorus
Last Christmas I gave you my heart,
But the very next day,
You gave it away, (you gave it away)
This year, to save me from tears,
I'll give it to someone special, (special)
REPEAT
Verse 1
Once bitten and twice shy,
I keep my distance but you still catch my eye,
Tell me baby, do you recognise me,
Well, it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me.
Happy Christmas,
I wrapped it up and sent it,
With a note saying "I love you",
I meant it,
Now I know what a fool I've been,
But if you kiss me now,
I know you'd fool me again.
Chorus
Last Christmas I gave you my heart,
But the very next day,
You gave it away (you gave it away),
This year to save me from tears,
I'll give it to someone special (special).
Repeat
Oh, Oh Baby.

(X(00)X)

its so cold...

click here cause i laugh while crying -->FUNNY1-->FUNNY2-->FUNNY3 ...
it just made me laugh when i was crying bitterly...

few days ago... i was reading letters given by orange...
should have read the letter that was written on 7th February 2005 PROPERLY... Cursed!!!
heres what he wrote: hope that you're doing fine nowadays...
and Ah BxxN likes you yo... haha... it's true... he told mi...=) and pls! don zao geng! remember to cover! if not people look den you noe!
(X(00)X)<-- its still rocking! don worry! 25/2/05 is just 18 more days... 25/4/05 its just a few more steps... neway, just remeber to take care okies? remember to drink water, eat your medicien[if you ever fall sick]... Sorry for all the things... sorry for not being to take care of you till we grow up... Ya i lied...

from 对不起你的男孩...

any bloody imbecile can easily tell you that he's iomplying something!
bananaly hell!!! why didnt i get it? stupid me!!! pea brain!!
i was so pissed with myself that i sang my heart out at kbox ... banana la!!!

(X(00)X)

its snowing (ya... my foot!)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PO PO!!! I <3>
haha! im broke so i bought you two big packet of HL milk... haha!
today i was at the bball court with ling kenneth wen hui and hui zhuang...
haha! met a bunch of girls... haha! played with them...
did some self introduce... and one particular girl left me a deep impression...
her name is Mol...(dont know if i spelt it correctly...) a sweet lady whose 21 yet looks like 16...
hmmm... met a boy called Joe... hes a gentleman... we had a two versus three session...
he was so 'lucky' enough to pair up me... haha! all i did today was to hold the ball for a few seconds... and then pass it to him...=) and he FLEW all the way to the rim...
he jumped real high... shocking high! cool!
ya! thats all for today!! Joe you were great!=)

(X(00)X)

THE ENTRY STARTS FROM THE BOTTOM... SO BEGIN THERE...
HAPPY READING...

oh mine! dont look so fierce...
haha! cherie we know you are not fierce at all...
but no harm trying to be...











thats jasmine and cherie...
haha! though they dont look nervous to you...
but deep down inside they are nervous...











on our way to school... in bus 291...
thats eric at the back...
pei wen and qian ying having a sweet shot...











hey tym for lunchy munchy...
cheries pasta... oh man!
see all hungry for food...
forks and knife attack!!! pizza ordered by qian ying... pei wen... and jasmine...









jasmine... haha! yeah! we were rotting in pasta mania!












where are we?
hmmm... thaTs qian ying... silky hair..
fukus having lunch as a whole...
the last tym we ate together was during the last recess we had... haha!









ok! i admit...
i was up to some nonsense cause theres nothing else to do... haha!












taken an hour before we receive our results...
in M industry... Cherie busy shopping for her clothes..
nothing to do but to do some crappy shots along with jasmine...=)
where are the others?

THE ENTRY STARTS HERE... SCOLL UPWARDS...
PICTURES TAKEN DURING N LEVEL RESULTS...

(X(00)X)

Im happy!!!

i passed my N level...=)
kelvin... fukus... Weiwei... Yong Shearn...
and all those whom i didnt mention... guys thanks man!
well! your well wishes worked! SO DID MY PRAYERS!
oh my lydia! i actualy hugged miss ross!
MIRACLE!
to weiwei... haha! you are so gullible for once...
you fell for both boon kiat and my tricks...=)
yeah! this is the best christmas present i ever received!!!

anyway! one year has passed...
i have moved on! tym to work hard...
i will upload the pictures taken today on my very next post!
once again! thanks! i appreciate your wishes alot!

(X(00)X)

as days goes by... the more emotional i get...
i cant help it... its so hard to get rid of the thought that some of us may have to part...
i dont want that day to come... it hurts...
the friendships we have are just so great...
without you guys im just so dead! i cried...
i cried the whole night away thinking what will happen if this and that...
what a heavy heart to carry around with...
my classmates for years... 1n1, 2n1, 3n1, 4n1...
sweet memories locked deeply in my heart...
laughter and other moments where each and everyone of us shared were so damn good...

yanling jasmine wenhui peiwen cherie qianying kenneth jianbin farhaan orange and other fellow classmates...
i love you guys so much... crossed my heart when i said so...
i cant help it! i cried...

Ling... thanks for being there for me when i needed you...
always crapping with me during my sec2 year...
always a good sister to me...
i enjoyed the basketball sessions alot...
always teach me the meaning of life...

Jasmine... thanks for lending me your shoulder to cry on...
always partying in your house...
enjoyed talking to your ah ma and your funny brother=)...
shopping with you during chinese new year season...
enjoy talking about kp and orange...
theres for being there during my heart break tym...

wenhui... thanks for crapping with me on phone...
my basketball mate just like ah ling and kenneth...
you're someone who i can easily crap with...
always wait for me when im late...(im not saying others didnt wait for me!=X)
someone who i crazy talk with late at night...
always help me heal my wound when i cried over boon and orange...

peiwen... my neoprint mate...
kena caught by her early in the morning in my sec2 year when i was still attached...
someone whom i go library with...
craps at night too!
always there when i break up with orange and ah boon...
choir freaks!

cherie... the most wen ding one in Fuku...
thanks for sharing with me about your love life...
and being there for me when i was with orange...
thanks for accompanying me go eat seoul along with ling wenhui and others...

qianying... the dainty lady...
always share sweets and drinks with me...
kfc freak... always buy chocolates and share it with me...
no wonder im fat...

kenneth... you have been a great pal of mine...
my basketball mate as well...
always tolerating my nonsense in school...
thanks for your sandwiches and sweets every morning...
always helping me with my history and stuffs...
no doubt you're my great pal!

jianbin... my xi ge...
i had lots of fun during chinese lesson...
thanks for the treat...
thanks for the da dao li when i cried over guys...
you rocks!

farhaan... my...
a great guy... always listen to my crapping...
you were great during my sec2 year...
though i did you bad... im sorry!
and thanks for the triangular chocolate you bought for me
and for bringing the homework to my house when i was sick...
i'll always remember...

orange... though you've been a bad baddy...
made me activate my tears countlessly...
but i must admit... you made me feel so pampered when im with you...
made me feel like a princess...
thanks for your gifts... all the best!

every single one of you are precious to me... i cant stop crying...
you guys have created a deep impact in my life...
i dont want that day to come... but i know life still goes on...
rest assured... i'll remember you guys!
i hope you guys wont forget me too!

I LOVE YOU GUYS!

(X(00)X)

there goes my hunk all because of you!!!
so stop crapping up a conversation with me...
I DONT LIKE YOU!!!!

its afternoon.

im into wu ke qun at the moment... what a talented hunk!
he might be no hunk of yours... but im just so different from you... haha!
im so attracted to his talentssss...
hes songs are meaningful...
oh mine! i wanna sing!!!

wo bu shi ji nian zhe yi tian wo men fen bie...
wo bu shi huai nian ni de zui han zhe bao qian...
wo hui lai fa xian ni de ce lian...
zhi shi wo nao zhi li men de yi ge chan que...
blah blah blah...

(X(00)X)

well...

played basketball today! oh no! i had a crush on someone... i wont share it with you guys... so dont bother to ask... dont bug me cause it would be irritating!
haha! i know im mean! my bad! haha! hes so cute... thats to what i think... too bad you cant comment on a single thing... oh lydia! is it even considered a crush in the first place? i dont know!!=X Awww... confused!

it was partially considered drizzling and raining cats and dogs on my way home after playing basketball... did some mini self reflection in the rain... oh well! i saw martin and ivan... they were at the mama shop which i used to frequent when i was young... so i winked at ivan... cheeky me! as for martin... i smiled... haha!
its been quite sometym since i last crapped with him... will there be another chance to do so? god knows....
AND LASTLY!!! I DO LOVE BASKETBALL!!!!!!

(X(00)X)

Afternoon!

what a great afternoon! soon i will be getting my butt out of my house...
meet yan ling... for a bball session...=)

i feel good when i walk upright straight... im not snobbish...
i just want to change the way you look at me... well i dont need you to pity me...
cause im not out for you to pity... haha!=)

(X(00)X)

night...

woke up early in the morning...=) was feeling real tired...
haha! waited for wen huis call... cause we wanted to go kbox! i was supposed to on board the same bus as ah hui and kenneth were taking when it reaches my stop... they took bus69 for my sake... haha! im touched! if you are not! aint my business... haha!
i waited for the bus to arrive yet i did not on board... cause hui and kenneth said they were on another bus69... soon i saw both of them alighting... well... they were playing a prank on me by telling me they were on the very next bus69... they thought i would on board the bus yet i did not... haha! what a price to pay to play a prank on me... cause we all ended up taking 293...
and they had to waste money twice... haha!
WELL IF YOU DONT UNDERSTAND... SORRY! I DONT KNOW WHAT IM TYPING EITHER!=x

kboxing was fun... and jasmine came!=) we sang load of songs...(speak of the devil she just entered msn...) joined us... sang here and there...
songs i sang...
dreamz fms song! tanyas true love.. jj lins rang wo xin dong de ren.. elvas ta he ta de u shi... jackie cheungs ni zui zhen gui... david taos tian tian... lee homs hao xin fen shou... LeAnn rimess you light uo my life... lost count...
the guy whom served us wasnt that bad... i mean in terms of attitude...
thats all! after that we went jasmines house for mahjong.... doned!

(X(00)X)

im visiting my cousin and going out with my cousins today!
tata! goodbye!=)

(X(00)X)

Farhaan! thanks! at least you told me whats was going on behind my back!
i was so naive! ... P.M.S is what im facing at the moment... thanks!
thanks for lending me your ears... im feeling better talking to you now!
its 1:14am now...




pissed! so whats that supposed to mean? im really disappointed with your actions...
always come clean... thats the first principal of friendship...
never beat around the bush... thats the second principal...

WHY ARE YOU STILL IN MY MIND?!?
WHEN IT SHOULD BE OVER???
GET OUT!!! I WANNA BLEED NO MORE!!!

you never fail to flash across my mind...
when im down... sad... angry...
all that happened could only be summarised is a word 'history'!
your silly laughter... your mushy words... the letters you wrote every single day... every anniversary... your 'i love you'... your 'hmmmuacks' that was given right before we end our daily calls...
all this while never once leave me...
why? cursed!
am i stupid? why cant my brain register the word 'history'
stupid me! dia, you are an idiot!!!

its niGht!

I WANT TO SHOP!!!!
JOHN LITTLE SALES...
HERE I COME!!!!

(X(00)X)

its morning!!!

well... me and a few jie mei duan stood at the door waiting for the arrival of the bridegroom and his eight buddies... yeah!
the first thing we did was to ask for ang pow... haha! we did not open the door...
we demanded for another ang pow... he gave relunctantly... and we demanded them to eat finish 30 meat buns... they kept asking for discount... in the end they ate 8 buns in total! aiya!
we made them eat lemon... haha! the weird expressions on their faces turns me on!
the last round they had to eat one biscuit each... its biscuit filled with WASABI!!
we know that the bridegroom couldnt take hot stuff... yuhoo! it rocks man! he was sweating like mad...
and the amount of wasabi we put was half a tube of the size of the small colgate...
he drank nearly 1.5 litre of water... cool..
night came... i didnt even had the tym to apply my makeup properly! in the end i looked as though im without my makeup... sad man...
i took lots of pictures with my cousins... having some weird artistic poses here and there...
jees! i enjoyed singing with nini that night man... we were singing the 'chicken little' soundtrack...
oh man! i love all my cousins...

(X(00)X)

its late afternoon!

i've been staying up late for the past two days... tired!
dragged my ugly little feets on thursday morning trying to figure my way to my ah jies house...
well! i thought i would get lost... i admit i have no sense of direction...=)
but i survived! i was greeting by her scolding when i pressed her doorbell! what a nice greeting...
crap! i dont know why i got scolded either... banana!
rotted the whole day in her house... evening arrived... my brother and dennes aka nini came...
we spent the night together treasuring the last few hours cause ah jie would soon 'upgrade' her single status!
soon morning came! well ah jie switched on the tv early in the morning at 5A.M!!!
dang it! i woke up instantly! even though i slept at 2.30A.M and headed for a pom pom session... refresh man!
after that i wore my red colour dress... (dang! i looked like the mint sweet that santa claus gives out during christmas!=X)

jees! i continue tomorrow... cause my brother is nagging at me! got to go pom pom cause im going to celebrate my cousins wedding!


(X(00)X)