its night...

i cried hard last night... i thought i lost you!
i was like a lunatic! i kept mumbling 'where the hell are you!'
i bet you didnt know how much you mean to me...


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click this --> Superwoman!

Early in the morning, I put breakfast at your table
一夜都沒睡但我 不曾如此清醒
我早餐準備了妳　愛吃的東西
這次換我等妳被咖啡 的香味叫醒
想要找回每天早晨　對我微笑著的妳
還能夠　做些什麼代替我的歉意
總是望著我小心翼翼 順著我呼吸
而我竟然理所當然　讓妳精疲力盡
You were my superwoman
安靜的在身邊　無條件給我　夢寐以求的溫柔
But I am only human
我怎麼不懂妳多寂寞　殘忍的犯了錯不能失去妳

Ooh—Babe--- You fought your way through the rush hour
Try to make it home just for me
月光下靜靜靠著彼此　只求夜長一點
有多久沒有好好看妳　只是認定了我
無論在什麼時候回頭　都有妳的笑容
是我忽略了妳也會有　想要哭的感覺
沒有一種付出應該永遠心甘情願
再給被寵壞的男人最後一次機
會換我忍耐換我等待　不要真的棄權

(---Baby)是我把愛想得太簡單 以為只要我存在
就能讓妳取暖心裏唯一的superwoman 沒有人能代替
不能想像更不能原諒這樣讓愛化成　灰燼
If you feel it in your heart and you understand me.
STOP right where you are, everybody sing along with me.

he can touch my heart with this song... can you?

if you cant view chinese words... go to the view icon and then go to the encoding section...
and then change it to unicode...=)

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its night..

early in the morning... i saw desmond on the bus on his way to NPCC campcraft competition... he was waving to me and peiwen...
what a morning wave! i went K boxing right after choir today... it was so fun!!
we were high! what? there were Derrick... Pei Wen... Hao Cheng... Yong Shuang... Zhan Jie... Samantha... its so fun!! haha! we sang like hell...
miss tan peiwen broke the glass.. haha! i bet she had the shock of her life...
and mister derrick drop his plate of rice... thats so funny!
we were jumping about! serious jumping about... we were at the top of our lungs!
people whom walked pass look into our room... we basically brought the whole Kbox to life!
it was so ghastly dead when we were there... we sang together in unison... no no! in different tones which produced a wonderful disastrous cord... jees! but i just love it!
we scared the soul out if the K guy who came in to bill us... the K guy who took our order was great! hes so funny! oh lydia! we were so na naly noisy that i passed him the microphone to take our orders... we did crazy actions when he took our order... like we would raise hands for the drinks we want... thats crappoly lame... isnt it? we actually invited zhen xian for the k session though he has to pay for his own share...
what a invitation huh! in the end he couldnt make it.. thats so sad... but i believe theres always a chance to! we were twisting left and right in the room ... up and down... great workout...

we sang:
ni zui zhen gui... daniel chan and regina
ming ming hen ai ni... ping guan and fish leong
hao xin fen shou... candy lo and lee hom
at the beginning... richard mark and girl

true love... tanya chua
hei se mao yi... jay chao
huo yuan jia... jay chao
xin guang... s.h.e
tian hui... s.h.e
yi shi de mei hao... zhang shao han
tian hei hei... stephanie sun
waiting for you... hu yan bin
high high high... zhang hui mei
bu pa bu pa... guo mei mei
c'est si bon... 5566
wo nan guo... 5566
wei yi... lee hom

thats all i remember... what a day! now i can hardly sing... im losing my voice... aww... what a price to pay...
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its afternoon...

i was chatting with farhan suhaimin... i was telling him what i was going through...
well.. we blabbed! im kinda sad... i was talking to him about love...
haha! other than that... we blabbed in cup language... haha!

well thats what i call RETRIBUTION...
you let him steal your heart away...
leaving the guy whom you were with lost and hurted...
and next thing meanie cupids disrupted your love life after a year plus...
keep casting you with loves that made you cried...
soon you realised you were behaving like a fool..
when you try to shut the door of love...
it just opens unexpectedly...
within a heartbeat... you fall into the cycle again...
and then you realised love aint that easy afterall...
its comes when it wants to... not when you ask it to...

aww... im going crazy...

(X(00)X)

its night...

i was trying my best to stay happy... but i couldnt!!!
its so pissing! i tried to be positive with my thoughts..
but to no avail! i dont see why should i bother trying to keep myself high anymore...
the more i try... the more stupid i look...
dont tell me 'your happiness lies in your hand' well! its all crap!
it doesnt... its more like the more you yearn for it the more you dont get it...

lost and embarassed...

thanks for the gifts you guys gave... greatly appreciated!!
well i was hoping i would get a gift from someone else...
but i guess i was thinking too much... diaoz!

(X(00)X)

bad bad morning!

roses? give me black rose... white rose... cause i like both of them...
is there white rose in the first place?
get me perfume... cause its helps to knit a better relationship for you and me...
buy me stuff toys if you want it to be thrown into the dust bin...
shower me with love letters so i can compare it with those that i have in my possession...
rest assured that i wont keep them if i dont feel for you...
sing me a song and i will remember in my heart... doesnt matter if you go off pitch...
its sincerity that counts...

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its night...

well... today i was really motivated to study after seeing their results... though i dont know how long will the motivation going to last... there were weeps and laughters!

CONGRATS TO SOTONG JELYNN FADHILLAH HONSONN XAVIER BOON!!!
you guys made it!

to those whom did not do that well... smile! im sure theres always other ways out!=)

(X(00)X)

its night...

so stressed! sigh! i felt so paiseh when i saw him... oh man!
ah ling and kelvin whats that expression on your faces suppose to mean?=X
you meanies!!!

went choir... i dont know whats up with jiji... haha!
out of sudden he was treating us so good as though nothing had happened...(-_-!!)
walked home with georgina... central park was bananaly windy!
so strong that i took my tym to walk home with her...
haha! I FEEL THE WIND...
diaoz...

(X(00)X)

im smiling... is it it is for real? who cares?
i dont know... dots man! im crapping!
STRESSED!

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its morning...

im dont feel good today... though its only three sentences... at least i blogged!

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its night...

torned apart... its so sad... i dont feel good...
im hurt... or was it my fault that i took it too seriously?
damn! i cried so hard last night... not that hard actually... enough to finish two box of tissue...
though you dont know a single thing...
i feel so embarrassed now... tym will heal the pain...
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its night...

i was late for school today! what the na na... if only i was guai enough to keep myself awake at 6.30am... as usual... i entered dreamland the moment i off my handphones alarm!
and i woke up at 7.05am! i rushed like mad! i didnt really shower... im rushed through everything... got out of my house at 7.10am... waited for the lift... which was stuck at 11th floor...
and when it arrived on the 6th floor... THERE WASNT ANYONE! dang! i was so pissed why did the banana lift stuck for nearly 2 minutes on the 11th floor... and not even a single soul was there
when it reached 6th floor... and by then i knew i was going to be late! all thanks to the lift!
i started running the moment i was out of the lift... i ran as though there was no tomorrow...
dang! the side gates were closed... Mr Tan was standing next to the gate yet he did not opened it for me!
i looked retarded standing outside! since he did nothing i chose to stand outside trying my best to look sart!
cause i wasnt the only one late...=) finally the gate was opened... Mr Tan started crapping...
shooting me ('even prefect also late ah!') that was pretty sarcastic!(-.-!!)
i couldnt be bothered! as i wasnt the only goody student who was late!=)
he could have let us off since the morning assembly hasnt take place... its was only 7.17am ok!!
if we were to make our way to hall, we could have made it in tym of National Anthem... adn we wouldnt be considered late!!!
satisfied after confiscating our student pass... he shooed us! dang!
and we pissed! and national anthem was being played when we are a few steps away from the hall!
I PROMISED MYSELF NEVER TO GO BACK TO SLEEP AGAIN AFTER MY ALARM RINGS!

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fashion show?!
its cherie rebecca lydia qianying and jasmine whos in front!=)
tyra bank and gang? haha!










240ing to tampines after watching a quarter of Emily Rose...
climbing up the roof top... snapping here and there and getting scare over annonghaseyos cat Rusty...('.'!!)

i bet the driver thinks that we are mad cause we snapped here and there...
but we were bored in his cab... what the na na...
when we first on board, he asked 'going geylang ah?'
what the crap man!









whats up with lydia and peiwen?
i dont know... we looked happy dont we?













oh my lydia!
you see this cute chick here?
we spotted her in MRT on our way to annonghaseyos house...
i swear! it wasnt me who made her cried...












its us... me cherie peiwen jasmine ziting and rebecca... this is annonghaseyos rooftop!
it real windy up there... aww... romantic!
can you feel the love in broad day light?







what else can we do with a digital camera?
take your pictures?


















who will date us on valentine day?
be mine? nah! im hungry for love!











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