its night...

HAPPY 17 th BIRTHDAY!! JASMINE AND KE XIN!!

ate seoul today.. so full! im happy! i'll update more soon!

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its night!!

why?! why the hell must i be reminded of it?!
this feeling is so sucky! oh man! who the hell knows how i feel... unless you went through what i did!
horrible feeling that refuses to let me off!! i cant get rid!!
i got over it! i seriously got over it! havent i? LYDIA WHAT THE SHIT ARE YOU DOING THEN?! WHY THE F DID YOU ALLOW IT TO TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR MIND!
it ws merely a dream! a stupid dream and brought it all back... the pain that was too much for me to bear!!
how happy can i get... im always at the losing end! im not weak! IM SO DAMN BLOODY SICKENING WEAK! i swear for goodness sake i didnt even recall the day and date till the dream came!

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its afternoon

what a strange belief... she was biting the slippers like nobodys business...
hilarious! she believes that by biting the slippers it wont gives you any trouble when you wear it!
so be it if it buys you a sense of security... what a hectic schedule today!
im rushing off to hospital!
dang! i <3 talking to deng lin...

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its evening...

oops! i was late today! haha! i was supposed to meet yan ling (yup ling) and pei wen (pei wei) at 9am...
but i woke up at 9 plus... haha! with the help of yan lings call... at least i woke up earlier than usual cause i dont most of the tym... so i went to meet them at 10am ( according to pei weis entry) when i supposed to arrive perhaps 15 minutes after she called...
well we went swimming!! haha! i walked to swimming complex... or rather i was strolling my way there! it been a long tym since i got myself into a pool... to be actual the last tym i got into a pool was half a year and 2 days ago... i had no intention to swimming... but then ling brought extra swimming costume... so i wore it... that was when i realised something... when you support it, it looked presentable and nice... when its without suppose its totally a LETDOWN!!(im sure wen and ling understand what im talking about!) i looked so... argh! haha!
we three girls had so much fun playing with the two girls in the changing cubicle! they pushed the swimming costume into the cubicle where wen was changing in... and so we three got real nasty we kicked it back... jees! we three paraded through the whole pool... as if!
i ws the first to jump into the pool! oh holy! its so cold! haha! we went to the baby pool to revive our childhood tym... we played the slides, mushroom corner and the fake waterfall ... then we saw this little boy whos so kawaii... haha! we went into the deep pool... that was when the piggyback thing started! haha! we did the double piggybacking... the posture was disgusting! haha! after that we went to the top deck for sun tanning session! haha! it was so hot...
again... we went back into the pool... as i couldnt swim... i decided to wait for the girls while they have fun having one last lap... stupid... a groups of guys were laughing at my direction... ('-'!!)
after that we washed up.. we went to long john silver... yanling that guy not bad! hes cute... jiayou! go for it! after that we headed home...

yesterdays entry:


thats me and PEI WEI!! oops! my bad...this was taken at Rebeccas house... so fun!ok! i looked as though im acting cute... well.. haha! thats Derick on the left hand side... Hui zhuang in the middle and Zhan jie at the side... its so fun! i love dancing!







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its afternoon...

well... your facial expression showed it all...

he didnt tell you i was in NA during that one year plus... so you assumed i was in express?
or rather you thought i was his classmate... well... thanks for that! but sad to say im not his classmate... just because you didnt know im secondary five now... you assumed he stayed back because of me? you must be thinking that im a bad girl... well... nothing much i can say...
think what you want... all i can say is... im hurt!

chiaw khim... thanks! i like your chinese name! 郭朝钦...
so nice!
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its night...

we were that close... less then 30cm apart...
you popped one nutty question... it was so funny...
that im still laughing at it after hours... haha! you never fail to greet me or talk to me when you see me... thats so sweet of you... like i said... guys in uniform look smart...
haha! im happy!!=)

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its night...

we were that close... less then 30cm apart...
you popped one nutty question... it was so funny...
that im still laughing at it after hours... haha! you never fail to greet me or talk to me when you see me... thats so sweet of you... like i said... guys in uniform look smart...
haha! im happy!!=)

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its night...

my eyes were darting at that particular direction...
i couldnt help it... i wonder if its purely curiosity or what ever so...
i cant figure out either... or rather i dont want to... you changed... i changed...
whats next? im exhausted...

wednesdays entry:

thats Kenneth... Naufal... Samuel... Muhaimin...(left to right) all well dressed... posing in the hall!












thats Amarpreet... Mariah... Peiwen... me...
thats so fun... we took one whole hour to get all dressed upin the toilet! girls are forever like that...









one snap before we get ready to perform...
we are standing in such a way that our dancing partner is next to us...











hello! i wasnt even paying attention!
awww... i look radioed(retarded)
i wonder what was i thinking... or looking at?
im must be thinking about the competition held right after performance...












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