its night...

no tym to update... all i can say is... i played bball with ling... ah chai... richard... zhuang who m.i.a... and a small dee dee... thats all!

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its night...

well lady! i dont need you to nag at me all day all...
just let me do what i want for the moment...
dont force me into things i dont want...

yeah! mariah carey rocks man! nice song...

No I can't forget this evening
or your face as you were leaving
but I guess that's just the way the story goes
you always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows
yes it shows
No I can't forget tomorrow
when I think of all my sorrow
when I had you there but then I let you go
and now it's only fair that I should let you know
what you should know
I can't live
if living is without you
I can't live
I can't give anymore
I can't live
if living is without you
I can't give
I can't give anymore
Well I can't forget this evening
nor your face as you were leaving
but I guess that's just the way the story goes
you always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows
yes it shows
I can't live
if living is without you
I can't live
I can't give anymore
I can't live
if living is without you
I can't live
I can't give anymore
(No I cant live)
(No I cant live)
I cant live
(No I cant live)
(No I cant live)
If living is without you
i cant live without you allan

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its night...

i just reached home... i was out the whole day...
its every girl dream to get married arent i right? im kind of sure about that...
oh holy! when will i be able to wear those freaking nice wedding gowns?
i cant wait!! but i have to...=) she looks bananaly nice in those gowns man...
though its merely a 'fitting gown day', i could feel the atmosphere of wedding day...
oh crazy romance!!! when will you be mine?

well imagine the following...
- marrying the guy of your life....
- entrusting your entire life to him...
- having to play romantic and sentimental songs non stop...
- changing into different gowns and so on...

well... im definitely not crazy... well oh well...
i thought of all these long tym ago... with my boyfriend then.. we had it all planned nicely!
but its all in the past... sounded naive? but its sweet isnt it... shall stop here...

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afternoon...

oh ya! gUi xioNg... finally you are sixteen! happy birthday! stay happy boi!
bored to tears... im stuck at home...=( now im going high... cause im listening The Wonders...
cool... oldies rocks man... im in the mood for a dance... haha...

dang it! i just receive the most shocking news of my life! sorry ah!
i kind of enjoy my sweet single life at the moment... im not prepared to 'upgrade' my status yet...=)

sometym... i dont seems to get it why people change,... any idea?
they can be alright at one moment... and the next moment its a 360 change...
crap man!
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its night

hmmm... satisfied for the moment.... about what? erm... well! my thirst for bball has been threnched for the moment... jees! i went to 813 for the bball session...
why? stupid!!! i want to grow taller la! what else??? okay! okay! another reason is... cause i get to see handsome guys... yeah! today i played bball with ling... ah hui... richard... zhuang! kenneth and his brother... and two cute little boy they are known as 'the twin tower'...
it was fun... yeah! bounced the bball here and there... jumped liked mad... basically i went amok!!!
yeah! finally my shooting improved... by luck? not sure either!=)
yeah! i think im meeting ling on monday for bball again...
shall stop here...
wait!!! theres something to be sad about... i didnt see that guy i mentioned yesterday...
so sad! sobby!='(

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happy shalala!!!

i went to play basket ball with ling... ah hui... kenneth and his brother...
jees! we were having fun at 813 the indoor bball court... jees... theres this guy who was at the court...
he was alone... and then he decided to play bball with ling they all... i was sitting down there enjoying my drink... haha... jees! what a hunk! he was so bananaly good at shooting...
the way he defended the opponent and let ling shoot the ball... drooling man! what a gentleman!
hmmm... if im not wrong... hes from tungsan?
after hanging out for hours... hmmm... im yearning for more... will i see him? perhaps!
shall stop here...

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im at yan liNgs houSe...

me and kenneth now at ling zai de house waiting for richard to arrive at the basket ball court...=)
yeah! we shall all attack ah zhuang!!! tata... update you guys later!
TO: wen hui...
happy barbequeing!! miss you lots!

its night...

to yan linG... soMetyMs they dont understand how we feel... perhaps our sensitivity is much higher in some sense... they are still young... we have been through more than them but we got to learn to understand them too! sometyms they dont see things we do... its the stubborness in them that stopped them from doing so... it can be good and bad... depends on how you view it... jia you... have a heart to heart session...
if things dont work out... dont be sad or angry... fear nothing cause you did nothing wrong...
the day when we leave school... they will realise your existence do matters alot...=)
if he or she dares to speak to you in a bad manner... it shows alot about this persons character...
people do change... perhaps with the new changes, you would have a deeper understanding about he or she... but still,RESPECT do count... dont let people step on your head just because you treat them nicely...
no one knows how to cherish ones presence till he or she loses him or her... its human nature!

its afternoon...

i went to catch harry potter with mummy and brother yesterday...
haha... kind of weird cause for the past few years i never once catch a show with them...
i either watch it with my friends if not with orange...

the show was great... but i guess im the only one who cried somewhere in the end...
cause that handsome character died... so sad...='(
jees... the male characters are handsome... the cute grown up twin brothers... and those guys whom were involved in the the triwizard cup... oh man! im drooling...
theres alot funny scenes...
shall stop here! muacks!


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its late evening...

dark and difficult tyms lie ahead...
soon we must all face the the choice between...
whats right and what is easy...

GUILTY GUILTY GUILTY...
SIGH SIGH SIGH...

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its night...

im half way reading my diary... my precious entries that i update every single day...
be it rain or shine... its funny... cause i keep track of every single thing i did or said...
every action... my love life especially... i always make it a habit to write down every single message he sends... you know its romantic in some ways la! cause you dont want to forget a single word he or she said... haha... most of the content are sweet words la...
i cant help but to laugh... its funny...
i cried over small matters... oh mine! what a weak character i have...
haha... i dont know when will i ever kick that habit of crying...
but i will try... haha... shall stop here... cause im into my diary more than my bloggin at the moment... shall keep you guys updated soon! tata...=)

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......

IM SO DISAPPOINTED!!!!
IM SO DISAPPOINTED!!!!
IM SO DISAPPOINTED!!!!
IM SO DISAPPOINTED!!!!
IM SO DISAPPOINTED!!!!
IM SO DISAPPOINTED!!!!
IM SO DISAPPOINTED!!!!

IM UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED!!!!
IM UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED!!!!
IM UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED!!!!
IM UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED!!!!

TRUELY DISAPPOINTED!!!!
TRUELY DISAPPOINTED!!!!
TRUELY DISAPPOINTED!!!!
TRUELY DISAPPOINTED!!!!

HOW CAN I NOT BE?
HOW CAN I NOT BE?

thaT waS taKen during school daYs...
chErie... Pei weN... Lydia(i lOok raDio'ed maN!) qian YIng.. jaSmiNe...
pHotOgraPher... weN huI...
wE aLl belOng toGether
(iM pUttiNg mY life aT riSk foR uploaDing thIs piCture)
sO guYs enjoy youRselVes!

its aFterNooN...

iM in the mOOd fOr a daNcy dance... I waNNa learN alL kiNda danCe...
pOle dance?! saLsA... beLly danCe... taNgO...( tHe danCe me and sUn wU koNg alwaYs anYhow dance!!!) suN wU koNg wheN i master tHe dance... you shaLl be mY paRtner aH...
but yoU haVe tO biTe tHe rose cause i wannA be tHe girL...=) you tOo taLl la! i canT caRRy yoU... so tOo baD! yoU got tO be tHe gUy! paRa paRa heRe and tHere!
anYthing eXcept lIon danCe... please aH! haHA...
dance aLl night loNg... do the lImbo roCk... wOohu! that's cool! iT toNes yoUr boDy...
anYthinG thaT hAs goT catChy tuNe... capTures my aTtentIoN man...
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it aftErnooN...

i went shopping on tuesday with mummy... mummy aint acting like a mummy for the first tym... she shopped for my clothes instead.... first we went for a bra hunting session...
stupid washing machine spoilt 90% of my bras... so angry...
after that we went shopping for the dinner clothes... haha... no one ever enter the dressing room with three skirts and five tops... i did! or rather the promoter made me enter the room with many clothings... i spent at least 30 minutes hogging the one and only dressing room...
im so proud of it...=) in the end i spent 100++ on it... i wanted to buy that pair of hush puppy's shoes... in the end i didnt cause... i felt guilty... sobby...

to brO! ya... i promise you i'll go on diet... haha... yeah! you wait and see... haha...
today i went out for a small family gathering... i was strolling with my cousin near the indoor basketball court... haha...=) i thought i saw orange... i told my cousin she said i was hallucinating... told ya! i was right... i've got perfect eye sight man... he was there with his friends... haha... i smiled as usual... and then i looked at my cousin giving her the 'i won' look...
after that we went off to my old house... haha... rotted in there till 10.30pm... and then we went home... shall stop here...

~ the story of HE and SHE ~

ta shuo ta hen ai ta...

ta shuo hui shou hu ta..

ta song ta mei gui hua...

yi qie mei de bu xiang hua...

cong peng you bian cheng qing ren...

ta bu zai zi you zi ji...

ta ai ta ai de che di...

zhen xing gei man le tian mi...

shi jian kan qing yi ge ren...

kai shi ling ren hua hun chen chen...

ta xiang bian le yi ge ren...

tai man hen...

ta kai shi xuan zhe yi wen...

bu xiang zai deng ta cheng ren...

bu zai you ren he shang hen...

shui ai shui... shui you liu gan le yan lei...

shui hou hui... nan fen nan she ta shang bei...

ta ai shui.. shui ying gai zhi zhu yan lei...

ta xin shui... shui ying gai gan cui li kai...

shui ai shui... shui you neng fan fan fu fu...

shui hou hui... shui zai ren shou zhe gu du...

shui liao jie.. ta tui chu... ta gu du...

(shui dui chu... shui gu du...)

ai de tai ma mu...

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sUnshiNe...

i went speechless... i was shocked... its been a long tym since i last heard guy crying...
the last sob i heard was none other than my boyfriend then... seXy weeping!
what activated guys tears? well... as i expected LOVE... speaking from countless experience that the only factor that cause guys to cry...

tears are just sweats which are over used but rarely appears unless miss emotion decide to surprise him ...
as for her case its something thats always appears irregardless of tym and situation...
tears are crystals which consist of ones emotion...

and thats all for today...

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eVeniNg...

Im wenT to faDhillaHs hOuse... aTe alOt... jeLynn hoNsoNn Hui miN enG teCk anD yI qI weRe there... wE craPPed... talKinG aboUt Mickey moUse anD wiNNie the pOoh... guess whaT... boTh the caRtoOn cHarActErs souNd GaYish wheN tHey speaK...
aFter thAt wE leFt hEr hoUSe and i heaDed to tamPines mall... tO shoP fOr cloThes...
uNsuCcesSfuL attEmPt... i diD not seT my eyes oN any of tHe cloThes...
danG! it woUld haVe beeN easIer iF onlY she didnT pUt me iN chaRge oF soMethiNg...
now i goT tO botHer whAt iM weArinG...
hOw iM goIng tO caRry mYself... siGh! it aiNt fuN afteR aLl...
goiNg craZy....=( worSt oF aLl Im faT... danG! stOp eatiNg giRl!

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iT evEniNg la...

soMeone mUSt be cross wiTh me... danG! I have beeN sneeziNg noNstOp... nO a goOd siGn!
i woke uP earLy... forgO mY breakfasT anD headed to mY coUsin's hoUSe...
basIcally i was theRe to HelPed Her cleaR Her cuPboaRds... DaNg! duSty is tHe oNly word thaT i caN fiND tO deScrIbe It... i waS reAL letHarGic... I couldnt geT thinGS doNe the waY they shoUld be... gReaT work oUt aS i haVe not beeN jOggIng... neiTher haVe i doNe mY siT uPs todaY! sO aT leasT bY heLping her i doNt reallY feel guIlty For nOt woRkiNg oUt...=)
shALl stOp hEre... im tIred... tYM tO pOm pOm... yeaH!

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